“Mommy, Santa is not real, isn’t he?” My 10 year old girl was chewing gingersnap cookies and asked me while I was driving to take her to the dance class. I knew that this moment will come someday and I have to give an answer at some point of her young life, but never come up with a good way to respond.
Some might tell their children that Santa is not real and his existence is all made up by grown-ups, but I hesitate to say that to mine. Of course I’ve never seen Santa myself but I do believe in him, in my heart.
Believing in something can bring miracles. It is not important seeing with your own eyes to believe. It is about how pure your heart is, and follow what it tells you. Children have pure hearts like blank canvas. They believe the power and the spirit of Christmas even without seeking the sign, or going into the intellectual logistics. Because of their pure innocence, it cures their aching hearts, brings them smiles, and delivers them hopes for the future. I somehow lost some of that pure heart in me a long time ago.
I answered to my daughter that evening in the car, “I’ve never seen Santa myself so I can’t not tell you whether he is real or not. But I can tell you this. I got older and distracted with many things in life. I started not to believe him anymore and that’s when I lost my magic in Christmas. I think Santa never visited me ever since. If I have believed him I bet he would still have visited me.” My girl did not say any word after that.
Gingersnap Cookies For Christmas
I like to make gingersnap cookies in Christmas season. There is nothing like smelling the fragrance of spice coming out of oven during holiday. This is one of my favorite Christmas cookies and my kids love them. It is not that spicy compared to other spiced cookies and you can variate cooking time depend on the texture you prefer. This is not the chewy kind of cookie recipe, although it is not too dry either. Somewhat crunch on the outside and soft inside. This recipe is adapted from the Joy of baking.
My 7 year old wrote a letter to Santa with his wish list. He is a believer and no one can tear down his world of wonder and magic. I want him to keep his world as long as he can.“Mommy, how can Santa come in to our place, we don’t have chimney and we live on the 11th floor?” he asked.
“I am sure he will find a way. Do you remember he came to our house in Hong Kong last year? We lived on the 40th floor, you know.” I replied.
“Oh! I hope Santa knows that we moved… Can you email him?”
Have a wonderful Christmas everyone!
Gingersnap Cookies (adapted from Joy of Baking)
- 3/4 cup 170g unsalted butter, room temperature
- 1/2 cup 105g dark brown sugar
- 1/2 cup 100g white granulated sugar
- 1/4 cup 60ml unsulphured molasses
- 1 large egg
- 1/2 tsp vanilla extract
- 2 cups 260g all purpose flour
- 1/2 tsp baking soda
- 1/4 tsp salt
- 1 1/2 tsp ground cinnamon
- 2 tsp ground ginger
- 1/2 tsp ground clove
- 1 cup granulated white sugar for coating
- Sift flour, cinnamon, ginger, clove, and salt in a bowl, set aside.
- In a mixer with paddle attachment, beat the butter and sugars on a medium speed until light and fluffy. Add molasses, egg and vanilla and beat until incorporated. Turn the mixer speed to low, add the flour mixture and mix until combined. Chill the dough for about 30 minutes or until firm.
- Preheat oven to 350º F (180º C). Line baking sheets with parchment paper.
- Pour 1 cup of white granulated sugar in a shallow bowl. When the dough is chilled roll into 1" balls, then roll the balls into sugar to coat them thoroughly. Place them on the baking sheet, spacing 2" apart. With the flat bottom of a glass, flatten the ball to make disks, about 2" in diameter.
- Bake for about 12-15 minutes or until the cookies feel dry and firm on top. The longer the cookies bake, the more crisp they will be. Cool on a wire rack.
- They freeze beautifully for longer storage.